I tried making an AV. The act itself is neither more nor less significant. Whether or not I can tell people about it is pretty much irrelevant. First of all, other people's opinions are truly inconsequential. Surroundings are always noisy, constantly noisy. I'm not bothering anyone, so just leave me alone. Everyone has been like this since forever. My parents at least told me to finish high school, and somehow I graduated, but teachers would always nag at me about everything, and the annoying vibe of my peers was unbearable, making me think that just working part-time was way easier, so I considered quitting many times. I probably stood out in class too. If asked why I'm alive, I'd say 'for self-realization,' and if asked what kind of person I am, my job is just part-time work, and I'm not a student, so there's no title for others to easily judge me with. What I want to say is that I live naturally as myself. I live each day honoring my own senses without losing the things I think, want to convey, or want to say. Those passive, backward adults who have turned 'participating in society' into a 'means' rather than an 'end' can look down on me as much as they want for being a heretic, but my identity doesn't exist in the place they're looking for, so I feel nothing. So please stop being noisy and leave me alone.
