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Last month, I just had my first sexual experience, but is it okay for someone like me to appear in an adult video? Although I still lack experience, ever since my first time having sex, I've somehow become more aware of my sexuality... I've always had a strong sex drive, and I started masturbating around the time I was in the higher grades of elementary school. At that time, I didn't even know it was called masturbation; I just felt good touching myself under the covers, and before I knew it, I was doing it every dayｗ In high school, seeking more stimulation, I bought a vibrator at Don Quijote, and then tried vibrators, electric massagers, sausages, and all sorts of things for masturbation. I'm really a pervert, aren't I?ｗｗｗ Even I think it's embarrassing how much of a pervert I am. Somehow, I was too engrossed in masturbation and had no interest in menｗ Being seen naked by others is also embarrassing, and I thought it was better to change toys every day for masturbationｗ But last month, when my boyfriend came over to play at my house, he forcibly touched my body. I was shocked! It felt so goodｗｗ I didn't know making sounds like this from having my breasts touched by a manｗｗ Although I resisted at first, before I knew it, I seemed to be raping him, and I thought that was bad, but I couldn't stopｗｗ I must have had high erotic potential from the startｗｗ He completely got turned off by me, and a few days later, he dumped meｗｗｗ But I thought, should I go look for even more pleasurable sex?ｗ