I like my husband and we still have sex. But if you ask me why AV, it's because I want to secretly do bad things with him... The feeling of taboo seems to excite me. The more I think about doing something bad, the more sexually aroused I get. I don't know if it's because I have a strong sex drive or if I'm just perverted, but I masturbate about five times a week. I don't do it on weekends when my husband is home, so that's how it works out. Masturbation is like work to me. I watch young girl massage types. I usually masturbate until I climax and sometimes think about my husband. My husband is a university professor, ten years older than me, intelligent, and knows a lot of things, which attracted me, and we naturally ended up getting married. When I think about these things during sex, ah, what a bad thing I'm doing, I can easily imagine how excited I must be. Using a vibrator and manual stimulation, he skillfully pleases my there, and I unintentionally squirted. 'Ah... you can't see me like this!' I said, but I realized that my body was demanding more. I climaxed inside while being penetrated by a stranger and having my butt spanked. Just before climaxing, I suddenly thought of my husband, saying sorry while experiencing an intense orgasm. I'm sorry.
