I work at a high-end brand in Paris. I have an older boyfriend who is also in the same industry, but I cheated on him for one night. At that time, I couldn't hold back anymore and got into the mood after drinking alcohol. The atmosphere became quite open, and once we kissed, the switch was turned on. I really regret it; I feel like I did something bad. But... I think AV is a different story because there's no emotional involvement, and it starts from a very calm state. I have normal sex with him too, but I seem to get excited about being watched. I wanted to open up my sexual fetish for at least one time, so I applied. Just imagining men getting excited and masturbating while watching my sex makes me excited too. It's a cycle of excitement. The more people watch me, the more excited I get, so please watch my sex and masturbate. Please.
