Currently, my greatest joy is meeting the first grandchild born this year. The days of being freed from the responsibilities of child-rearing are peaceful and serene. Yet, there's an unsatisfied feeling within me. There is indeed something that the 'woman' part inside me is seeking. I don't think I want a burning love affair at this point. I just want to be fucked until my head goes blank with orgasm. What would happen if I put myself in such a situation... My fantasies keep expanding as I communicate with strangers through a matching app. I can't hold back anymore. It's embarrassing, but I desperately need a man.
