A secret I can't tell my husband... it's that I was pressured by my son (Shinpei) and crossed the line between parent and child. Since then, Shinpei has repeatedly come to me, pushing aside my superficial resistance and forcing himself on me. Shinpei must have noticed my inner voice 'I want Shinpei'... But one time, after having sex with Shinpei while my husband was sleeping beside us, I felt like Shinpei was avoiding me, and it's unbearable. My sexual desires were not satisfied during nights with my husband, so I would masturbate to make do, but even that wasn't enough. So, when my husband was out, I went to Shinpei on my own accord and sought him out...
