The reason for my application this time is to repay the debts of my in-laws. Two months ago, my husband's parents' factory went bankrupt. Then the couple hanged themselves at the factory. What remained were the debts. My husband's name was on the joint guarantee. With just enough income for the two of us to live... even when he's in a bad mood, my husband forcefully and intensely demands sex. And I, the slutty me, respond. The feeling of stagnation and despair that can't be helped. The answer is already there but I can't bring myself to do it. To take action or to welcome another futile night...
