The first wedding anniversary was a countdown to divorce. My husband and I had promised that if we didn't have children after two years of marriage, we would get divorced. However, after one year passed with no sign of having a child, our promise gradually became just my own promise. Why am I the only one trying… because I don’t want to separate from my husband? Because the two years I dedicated to him will be wasted? One day, while repeating these self-questions, I made a secret that I decided to take to my grave…
