My heart, bewildered by the approaching summer air... The desire to be utterly ravaged by men's lust and violence. The bloodshot eyes of a rapist, his ragged breathing, fill me with a mix of dread and anticipation. A man's thick arms pinning me down with beastly vigor. My body stripped of freedom. When that thing, standing erect like a monster, pierces my lower half, I experience an indescribable pleasure tinged with fear and despair. I want to be raped, destroyed, killed...
